And I am FREAKING out.  I was scheduled to meet with my coach on Monday and he cancelled because he is sick and said he would call to reschedule.  Well it is now Friday, and I have gotten Crickets from him….. (you know it’s so quiet you can only hear the chirping of crickets?)

I am having such a hard time with this.  I feel like I am slowly becoming crazy.  It doesn’t help that I have had a lot of time off from work in between jobs and I don’t start my new one until Monday.  Being someone who only sleeps a few hours a night causes me to have WAY too much time on my hands.

However, I have learned that sticking to my diet is not as hard as I once thought.  I have an amazing new brand of protein that makes it so much easier.  Keeping the diet as simple as possible is easier too.  There is no need to eat something different for each meal, food is to sustain life not to make me happy. The whole sale meat place has been my go to shopping place instead of the regular grocery store.  Less temptation from garbage, easier to make decisions, and cheaper, better quality meats!!

Well off to kill it on Back Day.  I can’t wait to lift those heavy weights!!

Chicks can be bros too #bro #legit

I need to be in this place. Now.

I don’t miss junk food or even cheese… this is amazing.  But I am frustrated with my lack of progress… I need to get over my instant gratification problem.  This is a work in progress. I will get there. I would love to find more people who are also training for a body building or figure competition.  Empathy goes a long way. Off to the gym for work of the day!!! :)

The most organized i have ever been, of course it’s food oriented…